sometimes you just have a bad day. because you had a bad dream; because someone isnt keeping promises; because you miss your friends; because it all feels pointless because sometimes you just have a bad day. i dont understand it and i dunno if i'll ever know how to get through these, not without some kind of anger or self harm or lashing out at someone, and i hate it a bit. but they happen. and you survive them. and maybe tomorrow will be better.