Started playing open mic nights again. Really love the one at the jig and real in particular. Though I keep screwing up with the finesse of my ability to socialize and embarrassed myself pretty bad last time. First, a few weeks ago had a performance that went particularly well. And felt pressure to perform well this last time. I did ok but kind of phoned it in. I said an awkward joke which I think was aimed at myself… where at the end of the of the performance I said “you are about to watch this overweight white boy power...