Sometimes i judge people for backing out of huge life decisions they made. Like rejecting a perfect job offer or school acceptance just because of a gut feeling. Or because of anxiety. Now i'm the one being judged. by myself. I've had so many instances of "what if i just go home now?" I mean, I'd save money, get a better job, be in a familiar environment, speak my own language. So many pros. Most importantly, the underlying anxiety that builds up every passing day would be gone. After school i caught the bus, and when i tried to get...