I live around people who fill me with deep despair. Watching people look at human life and suffering as a means to end or laughing/minimizing it. I cannot help but look at them as monsters who dare wear the face of a human even though I see none behind an obvious fake mask that they do not even buy themselves. People are capable of horror and causing pain beyond what our nightmares can conjure up and then so much worse. My heart constantly feels numb in these times as I see the worst people can be and usually for no...